What are your expectations for this moment? Could you improve on those expectations, or add to them?
Your focus is where you decide to aim it, and your expectations are what you choose for them to be. Make the choice to make these things work in a beneficial way.
Yes, that is easier said than done. And yes, you can do it anyway, as difficult as it may be.
After all, this is your unique and irreplaceable life experience. It is worth, you are worth, every amount of intention and discipline you can give.
So choose to see the best, to expect the best, and to put your energy and effort into being your best. Certainly you deserve that from yourself, and for yourself.